So today I had the height of my emotional, um, issues? instability? whatever, I was emotional.
Boss was at my store. I had a HUGE floorset last night and was at my store until almost 1am. I knew the floorset still needed work. So my boss didn’t exactly ream me over it, not mean, just assertive about it. I can usually handle that and take criticism very well. I am NOT a cry-er. Especially at work. But today… well, I lost it. I mean lost it. I couldn’t stop crying. My boss was feeling bad and I had to explain to her that it had nothing to do with what she was telling me, I got it and I agreed with her completely. I told her it was hormones, and then I said it. I told her I had my ER tomorrow and told her that I have been shooting myself with all kinds of hormones for the last week or so and it made me emotional.
Surprisingly, she understood. I was surprised. She of course went back to the workrelated issues, but she understood why I had struggled and why I was emotional.
Unfortunately all of the salty tears affected my vision, and ultimately my contact lens, which tore towards the end of the day. So driving home was scary.
Anyway, It all got me thinking… maybe if this does work I should step down to assistant manager instead of store manager. Less stress. Less responsibility. BUT less money. But it may be worth it….
Then again, it could be my hormones talking.
Josh gave me my HCG shot last night. He had no problem what-so-ever doing it too. I think he actually enjoyed it… Did I mention I was at my store all evening? Yeah, so since it’s against company policy to have a non-employee in the store after hours (much less a friend/relative/spouse) we had to meet somewhere. So where do you meet to get a shot at 9pm? A bar? not that kind of shot.
We met up by my car in the 8-story-downtown-Portland-parking garage.
Yes, that’s right. My husband shot me in the a$$ in a parking garage. No, nobody was there.
And I don’t think I am the first person to inject something in that parking garage. I mean, it IS downtown Portland…
ER scheduled for 8am tomorrow morning, I have to be there at 7:15. Wish me luck 😉