I guess everything was going too well. I had to have at least one complication. The big GD.

I don’t know how high the levels need to be for it to be really really serious or just control-your-diet serious. I do know that with twins it is a generally higher risk because my pancreas is trying to provide insulin for two placentas instead of just one.

So there you have it. I don’t know where to go from here. I am just numb right now.

I now there are much more serious complications in pregnancy, especially with twins. But this is just a huge blow to me. I feel like I have put my precious babies in danger. I haven’t been careless with my diet at all, but I feel so guilty about every little piece of sugar I have indulged in.

This sucks….